Yep. Today, I have been feeling like nothing can go right. I think I have recited my affirmations at least twice, all the way through. And I am thinking, I need to do it again. I did make some earrings. It was fun as long as the lil ones were not crawling all over me. Now that they are sleep, I feel like I can have a complete thought.
Why does my husband hate work so much?! What is so horrible about getting up and using your talents to create something real or get a job done? Ugh! I am frustrated with myself for being frustrated with him. I am supposed to be "in control of my thoughts and emotions". Not today. They ruled me like a taskmaster. I am exhausted from being so upset. Disappointed at the lack of progress that I am making in business and personal life. I thought we were getting somewhere in our relationship, but after today, it feels like back to square one.
Maybe, I am being a bit over dramatic. We have been making such strides to work on growing together that something had to come and show us we are not finished yet. After the ups, come the downs, such is the pulse that declares life. And the beat goes on.
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